Why am i so resistant to sit down and write on this blog? I write almost every day but writing here, it takes some serious effort to come out of hiding and write on it. I decided i am not going to worry so much anymore about what i say here. I just want to be honest and share and i want to do it consistently. I don't want the burden of having to be perfect or to be the best writer. I just want to be authentic and write. Is it going to be like a diary? I don't know, probably sometimes. It will be many things if it is to be authentic to me. Will it serve anyone else? I don't know. I hope. I guess it will serve you if you enjoy hearing about my experiences, perspectives, and feelings, but if not, then maybe it won't. I learn and better myself from writing my thoughts and feelings out. I learn from reading my own writing. So i imagine the right people might find some value in it too. Writing is my magic wand. It is my doorway to clarity, magic, and divine creativity. I recommend writing for everyone. It is a powerful place to reside in.
I don't always come to writing from a powerful place. Sometimes i come to it when i don't feel powerful at all. It uplifts me and clears my head. It lets me know exactly what i truly feel, even if i am not sure before i write. It helps me accept my humanness and remember my Spiritness( i like making up words too). I can hear my soul voice clearer when i take the time to write because it forces me to listen closely for it. This act of listening and then writing is a powerful dance towards a stronger, healthier, balanced, and happier me. So mote it be. <3